Wednesday, February 27, 2013

My changes

I've been struggeling lately with what I refer to as "brain fog."  I feel as though I'm looking at the world through foggy glasses.  It's hard to concentrate, even sometimes to talk.  I've been doing some research on the web and I think it has a lot to do with my diet.  I guess it's kind of like you can only put bad gas into your car for so long and then it won't run anymore.

I feel like that is probably what I've done.  I've put bad food into my body for so long and now it has quit working for me.  I'm in a situation where I REALLY need my brain back.  I want a new job but when I try to learn new tasks my brain just shuts down.  I've been trying to learn new computer programs but I have to take the same lessons over and over again.  So I'm doing an experiment.  I'm eliminating all the foods that I may have a food sensitivity to and see if that is what is causing my brain fog.  I don't like it.  I don't like it at all. 

The last few days have been really challenging.  I don't even want to get out of bed.  Today I got my kids off to school and then sat on the couch with my computer, then I laid down on my bed until 11:00.  Then I got up to take a bath.  Then I laid down my bathroom floor.   Then I laid back down on my bed.  I want to feel good again.  Staying in bed till noon is not what I want to do.  If I had to rate how I feel today I would rate it as a 2. I skipped yoga class today because I didn't want to get out of bed. How pathetic.

I'm eliminating the following foods for the next 3 weeks and see how I feel.  Dairy, eggs, peanuts, gluten, soy, sugar and artificial sweeteners, and there's one more that I can't remember because (remember, I have no brain.) 

Today I had my regular morning coffee with equal and fake french vanilla cream.  Tomorrow I am really going to miss it and it will be hard because it is such a comfort food for me but I REALLY need to make the change. 

So for lunch I looked in my fridge and pantry and nearly everything contained at least one of the above foods.  I did find some chicken that I had sauteed in olive oil and some summer squash that I sauteed in olive oil with garlic and onions.  I ate it all together and it was absolutely delicious.  I sprinkled nutritional yeast on top and it made a wonderful cheesy tasking topping.  I also ate an apple which I rarely do.

Making dinners will be much more challenging because I have to feed 2 teenage boys.  I buy so much crap for them which really is pathetic.  I'll have to get creative with my meals.  I'm going to make a 7 day menu plan. 

I'm also going to commit to a few more things
  • 15 minutes of sitting in the sunshine
  • 15 minutes of reading (even if I'm not comprehending it)
  • 30 minutes of walking
  • 15 minutes of blogging
  • 15 minutes of piano playing (after I dig out my keyboard that is shoved into the garage.)
I've got to do these things for me.  I've got to do them now. 

In Search of a better life

In search of a better life....